Fighting the Good Fight of Faith

He is God, He does not need your help

Today, a quick piece on fighting the good fight of faith.

You cannot pray outside of God’s will and expect positive answers. No matter how hard you pray, if your prayer is not in line with God’s will it availeth nothing. In Jesus the answer to every question is Yes, therefore there can be no such thing as God answering a prayer with No. A ‘No’ from God (for lack of a better term) simply means ‘ask again and this time, ask according to my will.’

God needs nothing from us to do what He has said He will do. Prayer is not for God to move, prayer keeps us focused on Him to whom we pray. We don’t pray so that God gives us what we want, we pray to make sure that we are where God wants us. The moves of God – what we call ‘answer to prayer’-  are simply confirmation that we are in God’s will.

God causes it to rain on the just and the unjust as He pleases, and the sun shines on the wicked and the righteous alike. We cannot strong-arm or blackmail God into doing anything. And therein lies the rub: if all that is true, what then is faith and how do I exercise it? If faith is not me screwing my eyes closed and praying hard so that God hears me, then what is it?

So many times we hear and say to each other ‘trust God’ but my problem has always been – what does that mean? What does it look like? What does it mean in practical terms to trust God? What does it mean, really, to have faith? Well, I’ll tell you because thank God I finally get it:

Trusting God or having faith means resisting worry, fear, anxiety; it means resisting the urge to take matters into your own hands and do what you think needs to be done; it means leaving everything up to God. Trust me, it’s not as easy as it seems.

Faith is choosing to stand with God. Faith is believing what God has said to you whether through dreams, prophecies, visions or whatever way He speaks to you. Check out Hebrews 11 and see what the ancients were commended for: their faith. They didn’t all receive what they had been promised, but didn’t they all die in faith? Faith is not a magic panacea like ‘have faith and all your dreams come true’ – No. Faith is a state of being, an attitude of living. If you have faith you live as one who has the Almighty to fight all her battles. Think on that a minute, and consider what the life of one who is always in faith must look like. 

All around you the world is clamouring for your attention; someone is offering a slightly dubious solution to your problem; every day you find yourself overwhelmed by the sheer amount of things you need to do to get your life to look the way you want it to look. Well, faith is resisting all those urges because you trust God. Faith is understanding that your fight is not to fix things, but to remain steadfast in God.

The Bible says in Proverbs:

the horse is made ready for the battle but the victory belongs to the Lord.
Proverbs 21:31

and in Exodus (one of my favourite verses and now I know why)

The Lord will fight for you, you have only to be silent.
Exodus 14:14

That, ladies and gentlemen, is FAITH.

Contrary to what some would have you believe, faith is not inexplicable and it is not difficult to understand. Well, in some ways it is (reference this entire post) but essentially faith is believing what God says and who He is. Now don’t get it twisted, faith is not what makes God real, faith is the only acceptable response to who you know God to be. If you have faith in God i.e. if you know who God is, then you expect God to do what He has said He will do, and you will therefore not be consumed by worry or fear or anything that is not noble or pure or beautiful or true. Anytime you start to worry you can go back to God’s promises to you and rekindle your passion, before worry, fear and anxiety set in. That, ladies and gentlemen, is FAITH.

Does this mean then that the believer is exempt from battles, fights, and struggles? By no means: we live in a fallen world and we have an enemy. The important thing is to know that though the enemy may attack, it is not your job to fight back. If you look at the armour of God in Ephesians 6: 10-18 you will notice that all the armour is defensive, except for the sword which is the Word of God. Understand that you do not have to fight, you only have to stand, and when you have done all, stand, speaking the Word of God over your circumstances.

Stand, therefore

You stand still long enough to let God fight your battles.
You stand for stillness in your life that you might know that He is God.
You stand unwavering where God has placed you.
You stand in God’s will in all times and at all places.
You stand for the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living;
You stand with God’s hand upon your life.
You STAND, and when you have done all, YOU STAND.

You don’t hope God will come through for you, you expect Him to, because you have faith and you know that faith is knowing who God is and knowing that He will do what He has said He will do.

I am the Lord, and there is no other;
besides me there is no god.
I arm you, though you do not know me,
so that they may know, from the rising of the sun
and from the west, that there is no one besides me;
I am the Lord, and there is no other
Isaiah 45:5-6

Proverbs 21:31
Exodus 14:14
Nehemiah 4:14
Hebrews 11:1Ephesians 6:10-18
Isaiah 45:5-6
Deuteronomy 2:7
Romans 8:28
Romans 5:3-4
Psalm 18:47
2 Chronicles 20:12-17

Wait for it, though it tarry

I came across some old journals today and flipped through them, stopping here and there to read and marvel at how stupid I have been. I have written evidence of times when I prayed to God for something and then turned around and took matters into my own hands. The number of times I’ve gone ahead and acted instead of waiting on God -! I think you get the idea of how mortified I am by my past behaviour.

I have no regrets, but lots of lessons to revise

Mortified is the wrong word. What I am is…strengthened; encouraged, because ngivela khatshana and my story is far from over.  Today I was reminded of where I have gone wrong in the past, and it was a timely reminder that I need to do what I have failed (spectacularly) to do in the past:

I need only be still and wait, for the Lord will fight for me.

I need only be still and remember that He is God.

I used to moan and mumble about how God never answers my prayers. I remember even saying that God obviously IS a respecter of a persons, because why else would I face the same battles? Reading through my old journals with the benefit of hindsight showed me that it’s not that God didn’t answer my prayers, it’s that I called myself ‘fixing things,’ often ending up in the very situation that I was praying to avoid, all because I was impatient (which really just means that I lacked the faith it would have taken to trust God to work things out for my good).

How can the body be healed if the body isn’t being truthful about what hurts?

In 2013 I was a single mother of one and I wrote in my journal that I would trust God with my love-life. In 2016 I am a single mother of two because instead of trusting God I decided to solve single myself. I won’t go into the details of my relationship history; suffice it to say ‘waiting on God’ when the hormones are raging is not the easiest struggle I’ve ever had. I would say -I’m giving it to God; I’m waiting on Him- only to find myself in an unsuitable relationship trying to strong-arm God into overlooking my wilful disobedience.

Do you believe, really believe, that He is a faithful God?


It took re-reading those journals to show me where I’ve been weak in the past (just in time, too), where I’m winning now (I have learnt some lessons), and how I can maintain momentum. It took reading my own words to see clearer than ever before how my desire for romantic love and companionship has been corrupted and used against me (damn you, sin-nature!) and to see how loneliness, boredom and lack of ambition are a deadly trio against living a godly life.

The dream, right? Wait for it, it will come.

I could tell you how many years/months/weeks it’s been since I had sex, but that is not the point. I’m not trying to win any medals for celibacy and that information will not help you, anyway. What will help you is to know that it does get easier, temptation does fall away, and more importantly, that although waiting on the Lord is difficult and almost impossible (almost, I said) in the beginning, it becomes sweeter the more time you put into that relationship.

By that, I mean waiting on God doesn’t mean doing your own thing in every other area of your life except the one in which you’re waiting for God’s move. It means seeking God in every moment and thanking Him in every circumstance. It means acknowledging that HE is the Creator and you the created, and living like you know that He knows best in EVERYTHING.

It means receiving the gift of discernment: you cannot build a relationship with one you do not know and whose voice you cannot pick out from the pandemonium of your life. Building your relationship with God does not just mean daily reading of Christian blogs and praying form prayers and making sure you’re in church every Sunday (although that’s not the worst thing). It means exactly what it says: building YOUR relationship with God. It means making time to hear God’s voice for yourself, by yourself, throughout the day. If you don’t know what that means, find out, because there is no way you will ever be able to wait on God if you can’t hear from him in a way that makes sense to you. If you can’t hear from Him, you might never experience the abundant, victorious life that God has for you; you might forever be on the outside looking in, wondering why God doesn’t seem to bless you the way He blesses everyone else.

It’s taken me almost a thousand words but all I really want to say is this:

You will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart  and your joy will be complete.

I know what you’re thinking: you’re thinking ‘but I haaaave…’

 Have you really? Or have you been following the forms and going through the motions?

Can you honestly say

I will wait for the vision though it tarry.
Yet I will wait
For I know that it will surely come
And will not be late?

Can you?



Habakkuk 2:3
Exodus 14:14
Psalm 46:10
Jeremiah 29:13
John 16:24



The Blessing of the Lord is Perfect…

…it brings no sorrow with it.


That’s right. The blessing of the Lord is perfect, it brings no sorrow with it. What kind of God would He be if His blessings brought us pain?

God wants to bless us.
He has plans to bring us prosperity not lack, because lack is not a kingdom reality.What does not exist in heaven can, should and must be banished from earth because on earth, as it is in heaven.

True Kingdom Living
If you say you’re living in the kingdom, living for the kingdom, then you cannot live in a manner that is not of the kingdom.  Lack is not a reality in the kingdom because for God to be God all things must be infinite in Him. It is impossible for your needs to be unmet if you are in God; impossible for your desires to go unsatisfied, if you are in God. God is infinite therefore His supply is infinite.

What my life must look like
Lack is thus an impossibility in the kingdom of God and for me, for whom all things are possible in Christ. As a Daughter of the King it therefore follows that lack cannot be a reality in my life, thus lack and poverty, if they exist in my life, are merely a signpost towards my abundance.

Lack is God saying ‘you’re going the wrong way’
It doesn’t matter what you’ve been doing, for how long, who taught you to do it, why you’re justified to believe it – none of that matters. What matters is, are you living a Kingdom life?
Are you experiencing the peace of God in your life?
Are you joyous in the Lord?
Are you living the abundant life that Christ died to give you?

If not, why not?

Take heed, listen.
God is telling you that you’re going the wrong way. God is telling you that your blessings are being highjacked and you need to do something about it.
Look at your life: what are you compromising on?
Where are you blocking your own blessings?
What manner of thing is standing between you and the abundance that God has for you? 

Go, therefore, and ready yourself for your blessing.

If Christ is in you, and His name is Excellent, Excellence must be in you. Excellence must be your standard. Poverty, lack…these things are not excellent and therefore these things cannot be God’s plan for you.
If God is Jehovah Jireh, why are you living a small, mean life of lack? If He is The All then shouldn’t you be walking in abundance and prosperity, daily?

God wants your prosperity, your success
Jehovah Jireh has only good things for you, pressed down shaken together and running over. You have one job: ready yourself for the blessing of God. Do that which is within you to do to come closer to God. In short: remove sin from your life, accept Grace, and be ruthless about both.

Last words
Pay no attention to those who teach that God has no desire for you to be wealthy or that He is unconcerned about your success. Pay no attention to those who teach that poverty is holy in any way. Equally pay no attention to those who keep you bound in the lie that wealth must come with bad consequences such as ill health or loneliness or meanness of spirit. Stand on the truth that God’s blessing is perfect and brings no sorrow with it.

The blessing of God makes rich and He adds no sorrow with it.

Proverbs 10:22

Morning Prayer


Do you find it a struggle to come up with words to pray? You shouldn’t. Prayer should be like talking to your closest friend, and we never run out of things to say to those we love the most, do we? And we never worry about those comfortable silences in the presences of those who know our hearts, right? It should be the same with God.

However, sometimes we need a little help. Sometimes we find ourselves in seasons where the words don’t flow as they should, and the silences are awkward rather than comfortable. I’ve been there many times and as long as I am on this earth I know I will be there again. Below you will find a prayer that I have put together, or rather, a prayer that Nissi has channeled through me for your use should you need it.

Use this prayer first thing in the morning to get ready for your day. Feel free to adapt it to make it more your own – it IS yours in fact, a gift from Nissi to you. Copy and paste it onto your device, print it out, write it out – use it as you please. Edit it, delete lines and add others – use it.

My prayer is for encounters with God for you and yours.

With love,



Jehovah Nissi, in the name of Jesus, I dedicate this day to You. I receive the anointing reserved for those You love and I hide in the shelter of Your protection, pleading the blood of Christ over anything and everything that is not of You.

By the power of Christ in me I declare that my enemies are scattered and their plans for my destruction fail for I am protected by the angels of the Holy One of Israel, He who has redeemed me, He who has called me by name and named me His. I plead the blood of Christ over this day and I anoint my angels with the power of Christ. I am protected and I am safe, and my children are protected and safe. The will of God rules this day and nothing that is outside of His will shall be of concern to me or mine.

Jehovah Nissi, my victory comes only from You and by You. Let my prayers meet You this morning, incline Your ear towards me and hear my cry. I declare this day and everything in it holy in Your presence and covered by Your might. I declare that this day shall proclaim Your glory as shall all the days following it.

I speak the will of God over this day; I speak the power of Jesus over this day and declare it consecrated and holy unto God. My actions this day will be pleasing to God, I claim the power of Christ in me and put to use the power of the Holy Spirit to make it so. Goodness and mercy shall follow me and go before me and blessings and grace shall fall upon me throughout this day.

I receive all the good things that God has set apart for me for today. Today I walk in abundance for the power in me commands favour and prosperity. By divine favour and divine right and through the power of Christ in me I receive every good thing that has my name on it. Blessings, favour, prosperity and abundance flow to me out of the Father’s abundance and by the power of Christ. The mighty power of God washes away all demonic influences blocking my blessings and I am unhindered in my prosperity, through the mighty power of God.

Today I will hear God’s voice and see as He wants me to see. Today I will be in God’s will at every moment; this day is set aside for God’s glory. I declare that this is the day the Lord has made, and I will rejoice and be glad in it.


Scripture References:

Job 38:12-13, Psalms 88:13, Psalms 67:5-6, Psalms 16:6, Matthew 16:19, Nahum 1:7, Matthew 6:10, Matthew 6:34, Job 36:11, Psalms 118:24


How many times have I said ‘this is a new beginning’?


How  many times have I started over?


So what’s different this time?


So what is this post about?

This post is about me coming back to one of the things I love: writing about God and the things He reveals to me.

So, come along. Because, why not?